i'd love to love someone

but it doesn't matter who he is.

i think i need someone who i can really trust and rely on. i have so many mentors and i appreciate the fact. but still it is so hard for me to do many tasks without sayign any magic words not through the display but through the voice. i wanna talk to someone who is honest and have a big heart. i don't know who he/she is. it is so easy to say you should meet new people but it's not that much easy for me. if it's possibe, i'd like to live in my bedroom and eat all day long.