when i say my magic word, i probably include that i want kill not only current myself but also myself in the past. sometimes i include that i wish someone who existed in my life to die because they know what i did at that time. i want forg…

In order to keep motivated, for me, it is a good way to try sth new occasionally. I skipped PPS class (Maddy's presentation was today... I didn't want to miss that though), and went to the group orientation of 826Seattle. Variety of people…