but it doesn't matter who he is.i think i need someone who i can really trust and rely on. i have so many mentors and i appreciate the fact. but still it is so hard for me to do many tasks without sayign any magic words not through the dis…

インターネットはたまに知らないほうがよかったことを教えてくれる、んでその責任は自分にあるのがまた悔しい みたいなことを誰かが１年位前に言ってたけど自分でそれを体験するとは思わなんだ。

since i started working at the catalog company i started thinking about the job at the catalog co. The catalog is very interesting media because it contains everything such as a products, an advertisement, an essence of magazine, an intere…

hey, it's august. it's been almost a year. what i did? did i grow? did i change? still i do not speak well and act in "i know" style. i need sth to do. i need to be busy, otherwise i am easy to dipressed. busyness is nice to avoid thinking…

the bathroom was broken yesterday and the landlord called me to tell "do not use any of sink, tub and toilet." -- well, then, how can i live there? fortunately, junko allowed me to stay at her house and surprisingly i could have great meal…

自分を自分で戒めなくて誰が戒めてくれるんだと思いつつ実際に戒められたら大崩壊しそうになるんだぜということも知っている だからもっと他人に怒られたほうがいいと思う

"No Religion" made Japanese people flexible. "Wanna be a mom" person cannot be the one? Carelessness v.s. Slow

i said bye in a very rude way as always.

this morning ,like 7:30, i got a call from my mom. and she told me that my uncle died yesterday. i went to verite and had a chocolate croissant.

i talked with my sister on the phone. well, before that i talked with my niece who hated the phone until now. she could speak lot of things! she grows! how surprising and pleasing it is. anyway, sis told me that i need to ask questions at …

今日、息子が死んだ作者: 坂井直樹出版社/メーカー: 英治出版発売日: 2007/06/30メディア: 単行本（ソフトカバー） クリック: 5回この商品を含むブログ (5件) を見るso, 1 year passed since he left this world. i don't know what i shold say but i just …

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akebi will come here on Aug 28th. and i'll be back to japan on Sep 8th. hey, that's exciting, isn't it? it was just timing that ayako lend me the guidebook of Orlando yesterday. Thanks ayako! I started reading that from this evening. i had…

so i canselled the appointment again and i'm scared. cuz i'm getting into it.

i'm bored. i have nothing to do. i thought i want to cook everyday when i started internship but i don't think i will. it is not fun eating by myself with small portion food. this morning, it was very beautiful. even the guy called me to s…

- nice people. music is little too loud. i am tring to write an entry sheet to do internship at B. Only this company has the internship which i can do in Sep, in this industry. i need to take picture, put it on the paper, and send it on Mo…

so i ate more than 3 bowls of rice (mix of white and brown, with broccoli) and half pint of icecream. at 10pm. what is this hell? i understand why i feel my heart beats so quick today - because of food from last night. i finished all cupca…

http://www.accountingweb.com/cgi-bin/item.cgi?id=103634&d=883&h=884&f=882&dateformat=%25e-%25h-%25ystop cooking popcorn at the office, americans!

isn't it the big word? am i making a big decision? i don't know but i am sure i'll go back home, tokyo. i cannot do anything before going back and i'm scared.

http://www.d-bros.jp

I love this place, and I love latte of this place. for me, this latte is the best in Seattle because it tastes very mild and gentle. only one thing that is not good is that i spend money even if i decide "i'm gonna buy a latte only today" …

Ben told me that many people in Andy's class thought i was the coolest Japanese student in that class. It is surprising but it is okay. but later on, he said, i am very funny. how i act makes him laugh and he can put me in the comics. ... …

when did i cry before today? it's been a while, i don't remember that. we had a good time at Aida's. we had tons of food, it was like a food fight. after that i felt like taking a walk and went to madison park. i had a coffee and some toba…

morning - lost my voice, cereal+yogurt, echinasea tea lunch - icecream, oreos, donut, apple, yogurt drink, latte(decaf) dinner - chicken soup, chocolates, peach

http://www.nhk.or.jp/tanka/tansho.html

we went to WANN at Belltown after class that means after 10pm. we had fun but i tried a lot to talk with them and i almost lost my voice.

it was such a waste of time for the HR person. i am so sorry about him. But it was a good experience for me to know what i need to know... i need to say what "環境情報学部" is. he didn't understand me.

not too bad.. YOKOGAWA corp is nice. i remember goma-san's home.

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i'm addicted to it! this morning's coffee from High-Spot Cafe was just about awesome. and Starbucks of tonight was too weak!!! i've gotta do double shot. but i spent too much money on it. on them. this is the problem...... i wanna go VERIT…