A U G
hey, it's august. it's been almost a year. what i did? did i grow? did i change?
still i do not speak well and act in "i know" style. i need sth to do. i need to be busy, otherwise i am easy to dipressed. busyness is nice to avoid thinking. busyness often provides me positiveness that means i accept myself from what i did.
bathroom
the bathroom was broken yesterday and the landlord called me to tell "do not use any of sink, tub and toilet." -- well, then, how can i live there? fortunately, junko allowed me to stay at her house and surprisingly i could have great meal for dinne, breakfast and even lunch! thanks a lot for her.
and now i can use my bathroom. it was fixed this afternoon.
30,31
organizing samples - alphabetize&crating labels for them, deviding many shoes into each sizes etc... cleaning up Angelo St office too. returning some samples to PMC and talked w/ melissa - she said she'll have some gift for me ! what is that!? she was excited and i am excited too. i cannot wait til 12th.....well, 12th will be a sad day though
done!
7/26 :: thanx to my mom, i got up 4:20 morning, and could got to the office at 5:30. and went to the Mt.somewhere - yesterday's place (nursery) was soooo beautiful. i wanna go back. i attended the location shooting and saw how they make kids smile - but Alena seemed to come the place too early and she was tired and behaved bad, so she went home earlier than other girls. Bridget worked a whole day yesterday and she was adorable at the any moment. she's 3 but looks little younger. and Shiera. she was amazing. she's beautiful, long legs, smart and polite. she'll be at the front. everyone said like she'll be a runway model someday. and one more funny girl Jennifer. finish shooting at 7:30. dinner at McDonald's. got to the office around 10ish. came back to home before 11.
7/27 :: the last day was pretty calm. --well, i will write it later. i gotta go sleeeeeep.
it was very good to have time to talk with Dina at the end of the day today in her car. i definately will proud of this experience and i was glad to hear that she wants to hire me if i stay here.
wrap up dinner was at ViOS. Ashley was not there cuz of work and flight(but i assume it is because of James), i wanted to talk with her so i was dissapointed a little. i got her number from Deniz. i almost cried for being apart from the team - especially from Joyce! i miss you! i will be at NY someday and see you everyone! Angelica couldn't come to the dinner cuz of the flight - i liked her a lot too. i'll see you in Miami!
tired,sleepy
i apologize that i slept in the truck today. twice.
shoot at the studio and the tree farm. done at 7pm and came back home at 10.
tomorrow have to be there at 5:30.
