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when i say my magic word, i probably include that i want kill not only current myself but also myself in the past. sometimes i include that i wish someone who existed in my life to die because they know what i did at that time. i want forgive me to say my magic word because i can feel tiny little bit easy when i say that.

huh, i hope i can write more about my classes in next quarter... this diary is supposed to be used as my REVIEW note!!