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recentlly i feel like moving somewhere. honestly, everything but J is Okay. Her personality makes me annoying/disgussting. Actually i need to change my life style from now to more independent style. coz i can feel i just bothering their life. they don't have extra room for me in their mind to get in. but if i move from here, it's gonna much harder to live - food, volunteer, lonliness etc.. So, i need to be more independent & to keep my self with confidence.