bye-bye :'(

Althogh i had a lot of work, i went to Aida's house since Mari&Masumi will go back to Japan in 4days and also Kanako-san&her boyfriend(Canadian) came over there. We ate nice chinese food at restaurant, and had some coffee in the living room. i felt that again Aida&Jim are so warm. It's really nice to see them. Kanako-san looks very mature but she's 24 yrs old now. her boyfriend is also very nice. Kanako-san has been a great success story and i think that the sucess made her brilliant. it was so sad to see the girls say "bye" to Aida&Jim.
Ayako.O said she's been afraid talking English, and i thought i might have been like that recently. not like 面倒くさい, but i don't wanna talk with my host family, don't wanna get out from my room if they are making sound, or cannot talk with American people (esp. young people). i cannot talk fast enough and that makes everyone quiet, and i don't like that. i really blame my lackness of friendliness for strangers. if they are customers, that's different i guess........... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sucks.