how stupid i am

- nice people. music is little too loud.
i am tring to write an entry sheet to do internship at B. Only this company has the internship which i can do in Sep, in this industry. i need to take picture, put it on the paper, and send it on Monday (maybe). hopefully i can do sth in Japan too.
i canselled my appointment because i didn't want to drive to woodenville...i'm at captal hill. and now i feel really bad. why the false sickness turns out to the real sickness everytime?