it's 23:30, and he got up screaming, tear dropping, actually crying. probably he had a bad dream. J&D were watching the movie but ... it was over. it is a hard thing to be interrupted by him! i suggested J to give some warm milk to him. i …

why i cannot wake up in the "morning"? why i cannot do my assginments perfectly? why i cannot keep things neatly? why i cannot do things accurately? why i cannot talk to people with nice smile? why i cannot meet people with open-minded? wh…