moving...?

i don't feel like moving today! hahaha! when i feel motivated, i wanna leave this house, but when i feel depressed, i wanna stay this house... i don't know which feeling is true.
can i commute from here to Seattle? Or, is it better to move, and commute from there? According to mapquest.com, it takes 30min from here, and 10min from there. hmmm...
anyway, i'm gonna check the house out in this Thursday.
i feel nervous about everything now. because i'm gonna borrow camera from D's friend, and J&D will matchmake me and Garrot. i feel so sorry if i leave here!
OH........ What Should I Do !!!